So hopefully you have read Part I of my story and have seen the sketch of the vision I received from God for the painting to be done for my friend Matthew.
So here we are at the starting line, and now I find myself staring at this pencil sketch I did in obedience to the Holy Spirit, and musing in my head, “this is pretty good, I’ll just give it to Matthew as is”. The Holy Spirit speaks inside my heart and says, “No, it’s not done. You must paint it with colors. You can do it.”
So, being encouraged to press onward I began research on fish, water, coin use for 2 drachma tax, etc. Having all kinds of photos to choose from really didn’t do much for me except make me realize two things: water is not easy to paint …and painting a fish looking right at you is harder!
I have painted enough artwork on canvas to know that you must get the ball rolling by just starting to put paint on it! I began with the background first, the water. Blue right? Maybe a little white, and green, a little turquoise maybe? After trying all kinds of different looks and reflections and colors, and a couple days invested, I realized that I had forgotten something I always do before I begin my daily work. Pray!
I put the brushes down, and went to my Father in heaven and asked Him to help me to do excellent work in Jesus name. And then I started back up again.
And guess what happened? Nothing… or at least nothing apparent or immediate. I struggled with the water for about another week. Then I moved onto the fish staring at me. The basics came easily at first. But 2 weeks later the details were wearing me out! I must have painted that fish 6 or 7 times. Not really pleased with any of them. But the Holy Spirit kept moving me onward. “You can do this”
I must pause in the story here for a moment and give thanks to my wonderful wife Susan. She encouraged me along through times of discouragement and frustration that come along with artist temperaments. She is a true gem!
The hands, however, started quickly and on to how to mask out the word PROVISION and paint over the top of masking. Then how to place color value on the numbers I saw in the vision. If they were dark and bold colors they would distract from the central focus of the coin in fish’s mouth, etc., etc. Agh!
I put the brushes down, and left the painting alone, I walked away. Weeks passed, and now months are going by. Little, if any, inspiration for the piece remained. Only dabbling from time to time.
Doubts arose in my head, and many questions: could I even do this type of painting? I don’t like the way the fish looks! Did I bite off more than I could chew? Those hands look like a cartoon! All the while I had already told my friend Matthew that the work had started and was well under way. I must finish it!
Getting back in the saddle (so to speak) is work when you’re not inspired to do something artistic. I struggled along the way, Susan encouraging me with little questions like “How’s that fish painting coming along?” to try and keep me moving forward.
I guess I had become discouraged. Why did God asked me to do something that I could not achieve to the level that pleased me? After all, it was about me, right? How I would be thought of when folks saw this grand vision that I received from God.
Wait a minute! Wrong attitude, wrong focus! It’s not about me; it’s for Matthew. Once again prayer time! I asked God to help focus on the purpose for the painting. And guess what happened.
He did! After now months having passed. I sat back down at the painting and focused on completing one thing,…the hands. And wow! I did it! And what about the fish? Well, the Holy Spirit said to me “make it splash water around”. And I did! It worked the splashing water solved my fish problem! Hallelujah!
Now how to deal with the mysterious numbers and words I had seen in the vision. 3, vi and four along with riddle, allegory and parable. How do they fit in with color now? It’s easy on a sketch because everything has the same color value, its all just pencil! But now that the fish and hands look great I don’t want to blow it!
I tried several approaches with them. First I made them a purple/periwinkle tone. This made them jump out at you, and that was a visual distraction from the fish and hands, the main message is PROVISION and that needed to remain clear.
Next I tried to make the numbers appear like chrome, not easy I might add. This was better, however still distracting me. Now I am questioning do I even need to put them there at all? As I meditated on it, seeking the Holy Spirit guidance I sensed that yes they should be there, they are part of the vision.
The challenge was to have them there but not detract from the central message. Then it came to me! Blend them into the water! Use the same colors as the water. That’s it, perfect! I was able to blend the numbers and words into the painting without distracting from the main central view of the hands finding the coin in the fish’s mouth.
Still this part of the revelation is a mystery to me. How do they play into the theme? I thought well maybe the numbers are about music, a progression using the number system. My friend Matthew is a excellent musician and maybe they would have particular insight for him? I’m still not sure.
And what do the words mean? Riddle, allegory and parable? They all are similar in their meaning, and usage in literature, and yet distinct on their own. I’m scratching my head now saying “but this is a painting!”
I would like to ask you, the reader, to think about these numbers and words. See whether they have any particular meaning to you. Pray and seek God and let’s see what happens.
Is God at work in the supernatural? Yes, He is! It started in my case with care and concern for my friend around Thanksgiving 2010. I had faith that God would show me the way. God gave me a clear vision for the painting in a sketch. Then I started on research and painting. I lost my focus about my friend, and started focusing on me. This led to me becoming discouraged. After months I recognized it and praying, asking God to help me. I was then once again filled inspiration, hearing again from the Holy Spirit. And finally, signing it at on the first day of Spring 3-20-2011 .
Please read Part I to see my original sketch of the vision and story that began this trip!
The photo below is the finished painting PROVISION for my friend Matthew. The Holy Spirit took me on a journey with this because I listened and obeyed. I encourage all of you to step out for others, have faith, and return to the Inspirer if you loose your way. Let’s see what great He will do in you!
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